At first I can't really accept what happened to my life after knowing that I can no longae have the chance to received any latin award in our graduation on March 2013. To tell you the truth my life revolved 360 degress (super OA talaga!).
Anyway, even though I'll never have a Latin award, I know that God has a better plan for me. Ofcourse as of now I don't know what that plan is but I know it is best and very special (Fighting!).
Well, as many friends told me before, I already received more than a Latin award through inspiring other youth to bring out the best in them and to pursue their advocacies. I have made those young people as my best award that I'll forver be proud of.
Right now, I'm just enjoying every single day in our university. Not like before that I was really competitive in class, studying very hard, doing assignmnets in the best way that I can...I'll just enjoy every tasks given to me, NO PRESSURES, NO STRESS, NO HASSLES... these are th feeling that I got used to after kthat fucking latin award faded in my dream and list of goals...
Literally I'm just enjoying my life as a student. I just divert my focus to other things like student council stuffs, knowing other people and searching for international opportunities hahaha. Sounds stupid right? But those are my hobbies now.
So what are my plans? I just go with the flow of my life. I enjoy every single minutes of the day woth my friends and family. Though, my interests in studying are no longer high than before I make sure that I can give my best in evry tasks given to me. Now I consider my self us no longer smart but street smaert Ano laban ka?)
Definitley I'm so bitter with my professors who don't give any considerations to me last year (ehem, however they're already forgiven...I'll just make sure that they will be proud of me 5 to 10 years from now. Hahaha)
Aside from being looser in school hahaha. I'm also looser in love life. I hope that the right girl will come on the right time and on the right place! hahaha
Okay, enough enough enough enough...
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