I NEED TO BECOME MOTIVATED. I want to fill the emptiness in my heart.

"I want to become like those people who love to do films, to edit videos and to do story concepts"


I was really upset when I've felt that my interest in film and in making story concept was immersed.

Well, I want to become motivated again and to regain my passion in making stories and most probably to make videos.

How come that I can no longer feel that I'm a mass communication student? Am I only focusing to my leadership skills? Am I already forgetting the real worth of the other things that are related to my degree program? Hmm.. I hope not.
Before I really love to make stories, to take photos, to record video then edit the materials. But now, I can see my self liken to a young boy siting in one corner and waiting for nothing. A hungry boy waiting for some alms to fill his empty stomach and exhausted body and mind.

Waah! "Hey CRIS VIRAY you need to wake up, re-think and you must be motivated" These are the words that I've said in front of the mirror inside the SAO's toilet. Nyahaha. I'm a little bit insane. hahaha

Well, I think this summer I need to experiment, to explore and to become creative. (In short I need to exhaust my mind, nyahaha. Just kidding). I need to revive my passion as a mass communication student. I need to develop my media skills. I want to become a productive and efficient student (professional). I want to become competent so that when I'm already in the real world of media I can easily adopt and easily adjust.

I hope that sooner or later I will become motivated again. I want to give my best shot and to challenge my mind to become creative and passionate. I need to prove that I'm a true blooded mass communication student of SPUQC who is ready to face the challenges of real world. ;))

Unsatisfied. I know that I can do more beyond on what skills I have right now.

"Nakukulangan pa ako sa kaya kong gawin. May gusto pa akong gawin para mafulfill ko yung kulang na nararamdaman ko sa puso ko bilang isang mass communication student. Hanggang OKAY NA 'TO o OKAY na yan na lang ba ang kaya kong ibigay? Hindi naman di ba?" :)