It was really hard accepting the fact that I got a low grade...

I got 3 in my advert class... hahaha

I can't help but accept the fact that I got "3" (lowest grade in our school) in our advert class. Well, I felt so bad but still thankful that I never failed the subject and I don't need to take it again...


There's one subject that I really failed but I don't know why it happened... Hmm... But I will run after it... I mean I need to fix it. If I will not fix it, I will take it again and the failing grade will be reflected and seen in my transcript.

Anyway, It was really hard to accept the fact that I got a low grade in our advert class. Perhaps, my classmates reported in the peer evaluation that I never helped them out in our final output for the course... If I can only turn back the time I will really help them in shooting and video editing but due to time constraint and fixing lots of requirements for the abroad thingy... I failed to help them in shooting and in editing the footages. But I helped them in the pre-production. I was the one insisted to organized the things that we need to do before having the shooting. Well, the grade was already given and it was already forwarded to the registrar. So what can I do? --- I CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT IT... I just need to accept the grade and move on.

I don't have any hard feelings to my professor and to my groupmates. I'm still happy because of learning new lessons in this so called TRAGIC MOMENT OF MY LIFE AS A STUDENT hehehe... I've learned that we must me accountable and accept the consequences in the path that we have chosen in our life. In my case, I have chosen the path of going abroad to represent our school and our country by giving up some academic requirements that I need to do.  I GAVE UP FINAL EXAMS IN EXCHANGE  TO GO TO FORUMS AND CONFERENCES. It was really hard to choose. I don't want to let go the opportunities to meet new people around the globe and to learn new things that I can not learn inside the classroom. Representing our school and the country is a priceless award...Though I got a low grade, I'm still happy and blessed because God allow me to expereince these things.

Okay, time to let go and to move on. There are three semesters left and these are opportunities to give my best and to show to them that I don't deserve a low grade. I'm motivated and never discouraged to study hard and to give my best in all my courses... :)